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Favourite genre of music: Soft Rock
Favourite style of art: sketching
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: IPod
Favourite cartoon character: Stimpy
Personal Quote: Aaa...Fuck It
I'm have been free in life for the past top months and the amount of freedom is both enlightning and scary. When I was in a realationship ship there is warmth and stablity and now that I have no "Relationships" Life is fast and new. But i'm already longing to go back to the way it was, but it was me being with someone that seemed to cause me pain or atleast fear that i was out in the world.
But now I'm being faced with something I'm trying to choose to start again with someone i'm felt something for for 3 years or reject being with them and continue living alone and learning about me and the world. My thoughs and feels are shifting so fast thats its hard to write them down. But i'm atleast trying.
This just seems to be a case of trying to have your cake and eating it too.
  • Mood: Overwhelmed
  • Listening to: fan blowing
  • Drinking: Coca-Cola

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We haven't talked in a while. I just wanted to say hey...I've been thinking about her. I think about her every day. I think about the love we had. The happiness we shared together. I think about the friends she left behind and I wonder how they're doing. I decided to drop a line to see how you were.
Hey, I noticed you noticed....well, I spent the day in and just thought about it all. I miss her dearly....I do appreciate you notice her still...
ZazzyPaws Apr 12, 2010  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!!
I go over losing her every day. Things don't get better really, they just hurt less because we build new memories. I pretty much cry atleast three times a week or more. She hasn't stopped existing and in our next existence we'll see her again, we'll be married proper then...but until then we need to soldier on and focus on remembering her and executing her wishes as best we can.

-Phil, Jassy's fiance.
Hey thanks for the fav! I like youre gallery to
woohooligan Feb 1, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
Hey man, thanks for the watch! :D

Sorry to hear about the heart attack. :ohnoes:
Thank you so much for the watch and fav! :glomp:
Thank you very much for the favourite!:)
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